Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Today is wednesday. Today is 1st August 2012. Oh well, hi August ! Be nice to me. And today also is 12nd Ramadhan. Wow, the time goes by so fast. Tik tok tik tok tik tok and now already in August. So in two months, i will be facing my final examination. Allah, it is really scared me. I don't want to have any repeat paper this semester. It's enough that i'm suffering from my repeat paper last semester. But Alhamdulillah, i manage to score my first test in my repeat paper. Although it is not so excellent, but thankGod i managed to pass the test. Thank you Allah ! Actually, i'm repeating my Calculus 1 subject this semester. Maybe last semester i didn't put so much effort on this subject. That's why i failed the subject. :(
But my Academic Advisor, Mr Chu always said, every people must feel the fail because people who are taking this course is brave. My course is tough compared to other course in UiTM Segamat. But i don't denied that every subject is hard if we don't put full effort and pay more attention to our studies. InsyaAllah, i will try my best to make myself and my family proud of my result. There is so much improvement i made this semester. I manage to score my quizzes and test even though it's not full mark. At least i passed the quizzes and test ! :D
I wonder. How people can score 4.00 in his/her GPA even though the course is really tough. ? Maybe they always go to library and study. Or they always seek for lecturer after class and make a group discussion with their friends. For me, the subject that need a lot of memorizing, i rather study alone because i don't want to mix up the formula, law and so on. For calculation, i really need to study with my friends or else i will fall asleep and give up easily after can't solve the questions.
Anyways, only 18 days left till Eid-Ul Fitr where all Muslims celebrate after fasting for one month. I guess this Raya will not be so enjoyable because my grandfather who i really close to already passed away on March ago. He is the one who take care of me from baby till i get into the university. I really love him so much. Wherever i wanna go, he always accompany me, gave me some money to buy snacks. I miss him :( Until now, i always remember of him. I remember the moment he passed away, my father called and tell me. I was like, crying non-stop and at that time i was on my way to go back home. InsyaAllah, we will meet up Atok. Al- Fatihah.
Miss you so much my late grandfather :(


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